Tuesday, November 29, 2016

christmas 2016


on soft days,

when the wind wraps itself around me,

bringing with it the echo

of Christmases past—

the sound of children laughing, or

a breath of new puppy smell,


or maybe even a hint


of ginger cookies baking


in my mother's oven—


on especially soft days,


i remember to believe



Tuesday, November 22, 2016

oxidation




if rust can be a metaphor
for life, then
lately a lot of things have been
oxidizing
in a very peculiar way.
i mean, you can see it in these photos, right?
how the rust has taken hold despite
all efforts to protect the metal
from the elements.
i don't know yet how strong these links are,
but i do know that they've held
for a very long time,
and i expect they're not quite ready
to give up
yet.

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

drinking tea in the garden (1933/2016)



Did the German people do
what I'm doing, today?
Did they sit in their gardens,
drinking tea and
surrounded by light?

Did they watch the cat
sleeping in the sun as
the honeybees plundered
the pink lantana?

Did they listen to the white ducks
chuckling and the chimes singing and
the happy morning chatter
of the sparrows in the pines?
Were their hearts breaking, too?

What did they do?

When did they say to themselves—
It's time to act!

Was it when the first boxcars showed up?
Was it that late in the game?
Were they drinking tea in the garden
all that time?



"There must have been a moment, at the beginning, where we could have said—no. But somehow we missed it." —Tom Stoppard, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead

Saturday, November 12, 2016

igneous.


On most days,
Wind is master of the garden chimes,
a tender or tyrannical
conductor, depending on
his mood.
But today, Wind
is making music elsewhere—
leaving Sun to his own devices.

Now the glass is molten
once again. 
Sun, feeling artisanal
and requiring neither
blowpipe nor fireproof gloves—
simply trained his gaze 
earthward
and remade the chimes
in his image.


Sunday, October 30, 2016

sunday



while we sleep amidst
the mundanity of life
the sublime unfolds



Monday, September 19, 2016

on walking the dog

Lady, circa 2010

This morning I put down my phone
and went for a walk.

I used to walk often, with the dog—
her compact chestnut body leading the way
to every irresistible sight or scent
or sound.

We used to stop together,
I, at her command,
experience having taught me that
her moment of reflection could become
also mine—

a time to watch the pond weeds
dress themselves for fall as
the cirrus clouds danced across the sky—

a time to stand in the misty rain
on a gray winter's day
and note the astonishing whiteness
of an ibis on the wing.

I miss those walks,
those moments that became
days that became weeks and months
and years,

marking the changes in us both
as we comforted ourselves
with each season's familiar cadence.

So, this morning I put down my phone
and went for a walk.

The dog would have been proud.


Saturday, August 27, 2016

paper chains













They sing in the autumn breeze,
red-yellow-blue-green
circles of glass and childhood
memory, like
the chains we made with paper and glue,
rings of color building
and building
until the magic of them
could take you anywhere,
grant any wish,
even the ones where
your parents would stop fighting
and the cat wasn't dead
anymore
and this Christmas would be
happy. And
though you secretly know
the truth,
when you walk in the garden
in the early morning
and the light makes them come alive,
the magic still
shines

Saturday, August 13, 2016

in which the cat rescues us.




With a few intriguing manners
and a tendency to purr,
the cat has managed 
to rule us all.

It was her master plan, no doubt,
when we rescued her—
a soft and yielding bundle
of tabby stripes and gangly legs
and a voice any Siamese would envy.
(We found that out later.)

Last night
as I walked back to the house
from taking the trash out to the curb,
I saw the cat silhouetted in the lighted window—
looking like a picture book where
all the homes are filled 
with light and warmth 
and love.

And I thought, the cat did that.
The little tabby cat who used to be a stranger,
made our house 
a home.


Friday, June 10, 2016

an informal treatise on the nature of ducks




A family of mallards
has taken up residence
in the garden, amidst the creeping
jasmine
and the green hawthorne
thicket,
where the black snake lives.

It doesn't seem like a
wise choice of
habitat,
but then mallards are not exactly
wise.

They are, however, genial,
also punctual—
marching in each morning
on their marmalade feet,
emerald feathers slicked and glossy,
ready for the ladies.

They are two brothers,
playboys, I suspect—
but sometimes their sister tags along.
Or is it their sister-wife?
You never know with mallards,
and I never ask.

They stick around for
breakfast
and sometimes they
fly over the fence to visit
the city ducks
with their virgin white
feathers.

I guess I should tell the neighbors,
but I figure everyone needs
a walk on the wild side,
now and then.



Monday, May 23, 2016

existential.


my ear is ringing.

my ear is ringing, and

the raven sounds his dire warning

from the pine tree in the garden,

where he waits for the unwary chickens

next door to leave their eggs

unattended.



my ear is ringing,

and a jet whines above me,

above the white plaster ceiling 

and the curling roof shingles

and the cannibalistic raven 

waiting in the pines.


my ear is 

ringing, ringing, ringing,

inside my head inside

my house

beside the pine

under the late spring sky where

the raven 

waits