Friday, May 27, 2011

food, interrupted

i want to eat,

but i can't.

funny, that,

since years ago

i couldn't stop,

eating.

now food is become

the enemy,

not because it makes me fat

but because

it makes me sick.

i guess i should explain —

my brain wants to eat

but my gut is stuck

with adhesion super-glue

so "real" food

causes pain

and sickness

and so...

i want to eat,

but i'm stuck.

literally.

and. i. get. so. tired. of. it.

10 comments:

Elisabelle said...

oh... i am sorry...

Rachel said...

:'- (

S. Etole said...

praying for you ... for sustenance

Kay L. Davies said...

Oh, sweetie, I know. It's unimaginably awful. I am praying for you, too.
Love — K

Kay, Alberta, Canada
An Unfittie's Guide to Adventurous Travel

ELK said...

such a trial .. you are in my thoughts friend!!

Francesca said...

thinking of you.

ayala said...

Thinking of you- I am sorry....

Rick said...

I pray that this burden may be lifted from you, that a cure may be found.

♥ w o o l f ♥ said...

mhm.
good for you to say it out loud like this.
n♥

deb colarossi said...

I can't even imagine.

it must suck.